Setelah sekian lama tak menulis. Heeee. Tiup-tiup habuk. *muka serious*.Tepis-tepis habuk. Batuk. Bersin.
Eh..lebih-lebih pulak. heee. Hai semua ^_^
Sekarang ni tengah klinik asas for third year. Kitorang memang kena alami klinik asas for 4 minggu, lepas tu pergi camping (yeay!), then terus pergi real posting (huhu). Rotation klinik asas sama dengan rotation for real posting nanti which are O&G, Surgery, Medical, and Public Health. Basically klinik asas ni nak make sure you take proper and good history taking, physical examination and few basic stuff in clerking patient and have basic idea what gonna happen when u are in real posting. Faham tak?.
Tak? Buat-buat faham jelah kalau tak. Sorry tak pandai describe.
Sebenarnya bukan tu nak cakap. Nak cakap pasal ilmu. Bila masuk clinical ni, selalunya akan impress dengan specialist. Sub specialist dan semua lah! Kagum dengan kegigihan diorang semua ni study sampai capai tahap tu. Dulu, nak sampai clinical years punyalah merangkak masa pre-clinical!
Note : I want to specialize in orthopedic. Sub specialize in oncology. (for now lah, sebab mungkin akan berubah kalau i find out something else yang lagi best masa posting semua nanti. Sebab kena decide awal! At least I got aim!)
Macam mana nak ada "kegigihan" nak habiskan semua? Boleh ke?
"Every adversity, every failure, every handicap, every physical ailment, every unpleasant circumstance and experience carries with it the seed of equivalent benefit, often in some hidden form."
Btw, semua benda ni adalah reflection buat diri saya sendiri. Kalau terasa tu mungkin kebetullan. So, jangan perasan lebih-lebih ye. Perempuan tak suka orang yang suka perasan ni. Eh?
Lately kalau tak berlagak in real lide, boleh jadi belagak dalam hati? Alamak! Susahnya bila orang puji-puji.
Pernah dengar ni?
"Be strong when u are weak, brave when u are scared and HUMBLE when u are victorious"
Transition from pre clinical to clinical years kira victorious kan? But please stay humble. Nothing to be so proud of. Your journey still long to be somebody. 3 more years just to be a HO.
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Lecturer saya cakap, "Ilmu kau ada tu, kalau compare dengan ilmu Allah tu umpama kayu, kau celup dalam air laut. Macam tu lah. Air dekat kayu tu, macam ilmu kau. Sedangkan ilmu Allah tu, tak luak sikit pun." Gulp. Ouch.
Itu pun kadang-kadang kita berlagak tak tentu pasal. Kadang-kadang kita tak sedar, the way we talk to older people sometimes need to be improved. Tak kesahlah specialist ke apa. Maybe sometimes we think they are wrong. But there are ways to talk to people. Jangan sebab ilmu yang ada sikit masa pre clinic buat kita "rude"
Nak lepas medical school pun belum tentu lagi. Allah! Permudahkanlah perjalanan kami! So, the way u present yourself is very important. They way you talk, your action and all.
"We act on what we believe in. We're the ones who decide on who and what we want to be. We're the one make the choices." Dengan izin Allah of course.
Masih panjang lagi journey nak bergelar seorang doktor. Tu pun baru nak jadi houseman. 3 tahun lagi! InshaAllah. Tapi, habis dekat situ sahaja ke?
"Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished : If you're alive, is isn't"-Richard Bach
Panjang lagi journey kalau panjang umur. Kalau pendek umur pun panjang jugak journey kat "sana" nanti.
So, jangan berlagak, stay humble. Peringatan buat diri sendiri.
Doktor dekat Malaysia ni dah banyak dah. Mainly sekarang kalau dekat Hospital Besar dah ada 50+ housemen in 1 department! Specialist saya bagitau, sampaikan ada housemen escape pun tak perasan. Housemen tak berkualiti, tak cukup training. Even sekarang ni results rendah pun still buat medic. Asalkan ada duit. Straight A's SPM pun kadang-kadang dah macam tak ada value. Sedih rasa.
Nanti ada masa yang mungkin kena tunggu berapa lama baru ada kerja. Allah! Semua orang nak amik medic. Tak boleh marah pasal requirement ke apa. Paling penting, sekarang, kenapa tak nak ambil peluang to strive more? Kalau hebat, maksudnya, hebat dalam kalangan croud yang ramai! Susah tu!!!
"Opportunities of all sorts abound in troubled times..good times are good but bad times are still better!!"-Konosuke Matsushita
Dalam omok-omokkan nanti tak ada kerja for doktor, housemen belambak-lambak, housemen tak ada quality, better you guys keep going survive in ur med school. Tak payah fikir sangat masalah ni. Goverment pun nak tambah hospital dalam Rancangan Malaysia ke-10. Four hospitals. Kalau rajin bacalah. hehe
Tapi ingat, dalam kita semua medical student pressure dengan masalah ni, benda ni semua bagus kalau kita ambil dari sudut positif.
"A diamond is a chunk of coal that made good under pressure"
Mantapkan diri dengan ilmu, dont fall. InshaAllah. Thats all for now. Agak berterabur. Lama tak tulis.
sometimes, when u r alone
as a team :)
in fact, not easy to be a med student in Malaysia nowadays.
The way u talk, u act, all counted.
Who knows what the future will be.
Dream Big, Work Hard & Stay Humble
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