Perfection is Unattainable

salam wbt..

nampak tu Totora?..

beli from senior.. =)

RM 50 je..ni la best best when u always ask from seniors..

sebab diorang sangat baik..

budak-budak Medic ni ramai baik2 eh :)

*poyo je.ahah

Alhamdulillah..i have the opportunity and have the energy to write something new here today..
actually at first i don't have anything to write..
as now im busy preparing for the tests and all...

ok..today i having a test regarding the cardiovascular system and blood vessels.
it was obviously easier compared to nervous system..alhamdulillah.

ok..actually yesterday we had a conversation with our President, Dato' Zainuddin Wazir..a.k.a Dato' Zai..hahaha..no la kidding =p

ok..we are told by Dato' that our places to NUI Galway and Uni College Cork is around 30 to 40% students managed to go there..

the result still did not come yet..and for sure many of us down with this statement..~~~
haisy~~...
we need to complete for our IELTS, and our final for this sem and wait for the call in July -.-"

but today, i've been tagged by one of my seniors from UCC..xboleh blah!..*senior tu..heheh..insyaAllah..aminn..confidence zai!!..Allah itu Maha Kaya..aminn..~

then that link really make me realize..
why i need to disappointed?...i still have time..for may prayer..
for asking my parents to pray for me..
and study for my IELTS and study for this coming final Sem 3...
masyaAllah...!! Alhamdulillah ^^
i need to get moving!!..

action produce energy and momentum..
i should not relax..just playing the video games..i need to have my own momentum.
so do u too guys, my friend ^^
i still got the time..and the im doing my best now...

Ya Allah,
aku yakin akan ketentuan-Mu..
ok kalau aku dapat aku nak sangat-sangat join Islamic societies there..
and alhamdulillah..sebab dah kenal ramai seniors there..nak sangat pergi..seniors sangat baik..
conditions pun best jugak..so, i will keep my prayer from now and on..insyaAllah..there is no such things as give up in my dictionary..

i believe..
because..
i proved it before..

• without and single positions in the school from standard 1 to standard 5..i am the HEAD PREFECT in standart 6..!!
• with 4A 1B in upsr i am the best student in PMR Melaka for 2007
• from low level, i am the tokoh pejar for 2007
• at the 2nd last class at MCKK, with the rakings among the 80's, i'm the only one in my class who got straight A's and among the 21 in my school although my ranking among the 80's!!..

and many more..
and i do believe that..Allah itu Maha Kaya, Maha Mengetahui..
and i need to keep my efforts from now and on!..
I believe the miracle will come next..coz Man Jadda Wa Jadda..who strive, he/she is the one who success..

i always start with low grade~~ huhu..
xpe..i will strive..coz i am not a very clever..but i think, if i will be more hardworking, it will be far better as my previous history..insyaAllah i am trying..

ok kalau tak dapat?.
insyaAllah MD UKM for me kalau tak dapat Ireland...
but i will keep praying for Ireland..

but no such things applying the other colleges in my dictionary..
Taylors, Manipal smua aku tak mau...
kalau takde rezeki aku stay..insyaAllah ade hikmah..but as long as i can do my effort..
i will..^^

Allah tidak memandang kepada hasil sesuatu perkara yang kamu buat, Allah memandang kepada usaha atas apa yang kamu lakukan...

Niatlah kerana Allah..and InsyaAllah everything will be fine..aminn.~

may the best got thier places at Ireland my friend at Aucms :)
all the best people..

ikhlas from : Muhammad Zaiasraf bin Zainurin

p/s : here the link from my senior from UCC..
http://blogs.hbr.org/kanter/2011/03/four-reasons-any-action-is-bet.html
special thanks Kak Iliana Nordin =')

Rich

salam wbt..

hehe...actually now im just finished reading and understanding regarding the child abuse..
and child act and all that..1599..hahaha..no need to call lah for me... :)
sebab bahagia je =)

anyway..wanna share something..
i heard this morning..

ade seorang wanita*always forgot names..haisy..menunggu tanaman di ladangnya tumbuh dengan penuh sabar..tapi..setelah puas menunggu..apabila tiba masa for harvesting...
ladangnya dilanda banjir kilat..habis musnah semua tanamannya..tetapi dia masih mampu untuk bersabar...
datang seorang pemuda kepadanya lalu bertanya..wahai wanita, bagaimana kamu mampu bersabar walaupun ladangmu sudah ranap begini?...

kata wanita tersebut dengan tenang..ketahuilah..sesungguhnya..Tuhanku (Allah) itu Maha Kaya..dia boleh memberikan rezeki kepadaku bila-bila akan kehendak-Nya..dan boleh menarik bila-bila Dia mahu..

dan aku yakin dan percaya..mungkin Dia menarik rahmat-Nya kepadaku sekarang..tetapi aku yakin dan aku percaya..malahan sudah terbukti..terlalu banyak nikmat yang aku peroleh daripada-Nya..

dan InsyaAllah..aku yakin dan aku percaya..Allah Tuhanku yang Satu..akan mengurniakan rahmat-rahmatnya kepadaku..kerana?..kerana Tuhanku (Allah)..MAHA KAYA.. =)

lalu lelaki tadi menangis kerana tidak mampu untuk menahan air matanya..

sedarlah sahabatku, terlalu banyak rahmat-Nya kepada kita..
dan yakinlah..Allah itu Maha Kaya..dan rahmat-Nya sentiasa ada untuk hamba-hambanya...insyaAllah..

p/s : esok need to gather and listen about the Ireland Interview from our president..Dato' Z..
i hope it will be a good news for us and me..insyaAllah..coz i believe Allah itu Maha Kaya..
permudahkanlah..aminn..~

*sorry pengolahan berdasarkan pemahaman isi apa didengar..xdapat cerita secara detail...

hope correct it if im wrong..insyaAllah

lawa la pulak ladang kat Malaysia ni ek :)

Behave lah!...

salam wbt..

yup sekarang memang tengah busy..tapi nak buat camne..my hobby is writing..and i wanna publish a book one day..so i need to keep writing and writing.. :)

so, lab test, anatomy test, and ethics test next.. penatnye...assignments..tutor physcs-bnyak lagi tak reti buat..ngan bi..write bout others presentation..and report on Tsunami at Japan..fuh..yang lain2 done ;)

ok nak cerita something..

ok..waktu subuh..satu ketika dahulu..ade seorang hamba Allah ni..solat sunat Qabliah..tiba-tiba..ade seekor kucing datang kepada dia..semasa sujud terakhir..confirm dia terkejut punya lah!..sebab kucing tu main-main di bawah sujudnya..*kan ada ruang tu kalau kita sujud kan..selepas tu, kucing tu bermain2 di atas ribanya dan mengigit2 manja jari telunjuknya semasa rakaat terakhir..boleh kusyu' ke?..entahlah..tapi gaya dia macam biasa je..lepas tu..kucing tu bermain-main dengan dia sementara menggu iqamat...

next dia letakkan kucing tu di luar..sebab orang dah nak memulakan solat subuh berjemaah..tapi kucing tu tetap berdegil dan masuk juga -.-" kesian gak mamat tu..even tutup pintu pun kucing tu masuk jugak..tak kan nak tutup smua pintu surau pulak..tutup satu pintu..kucing ni pergi pintu lain..

sehinggalah iqamat bermula..mamat tadi decide untuk membiarkan kucing itu bermain2 di kakinya..kucing itu berpusing-pusing..menggigit2 manja kaki mamat tadi..then yang peliknya..kucing tu blah masa iqamat habis!..ya Allah!!..and tak muncul langsung masa solat berjemaah!..tak kusyu' solat aku cari kucing tu..
ya Allah..haisy..

kenapa ek??..pelik ah..
then habis solat..kucing tu pergi ke setiap orang..kecuali imam..aku pun tak tau kenapa..memang kucing manja kot..
tiba2 teringat kucing aku...

masa aku botak dulu kan...-.-" *ye lah aku tau la x hensem..mmg tak hensem pon..
hahaha...kucing aku pernah jilat satu kepala aku!!..percaya tak??...haha..best!!...sebab ade rambut sikit-sikit masa tu...tapi lepas tu..even aku botak..terus aku syampoo!!..2 kali!!..hahahaha...tapi kucing ni dah mati kene langgar.. ='(

baik kan binatang??...haah baik, friendly..mostly smua macam tu..cuma diorang tak ada akal je..tu je..kesian..

aku pernah dengar satu tazkirah berbunyi..manusia diibaratkan seperti kala jengking..coz manusia sentiasa menyakiti sesama yang lain..
binatang lagi baik ke?..haah!..aku kadang2 rasa macam tu gak..

kalau kala jengking sakitkan orang lain..manusia even worse..sanggup bunuh 1 family sendiri..buang anak..and macam-macam..
haisy..ni besar-besar yang kita nampak..kalau yang sakitkan hati kawan..sakitkan hati orang sekeliling??..ye lah aku admit lah aku penah buat bende-bende tu..and aku nak mintak maaf kat semua..ye lah..kadang-kadang..senang je kita cakap lepas..tapi kita tak tahu pun perasaan orang tu...suka hati kita je nak keluarkan pendapat kita about someone..tak berniat menjatuhkan..but it hurts buddy~..

sometime ur action..buat muka biasa je..dah dikata sombong..manusia ni memang susah nak understand!..coz??..coz we are special :)
tapi lain kali..control your words and actions mostly..
actions speak louder than words..ecece..hehe..

entah..suddently, aku rindu kucing-kucing aku and hamsters aku dlu..huhu..*ade kene mengena ke??..haha..lantak ah

cadaver

salam wbt..

hehe...sori lame x update...totally xde idea nak tulis pasal apa...
haisy...now..every week we got test..this week..
we got anatomy, medical ethics and a quiz..tapi quiz tu biasa je..
medical ethics ngan anatomy la sakit nak bace and paham then hafal...
dah la weekend tu aku spend kat singapore...balik2 tutor smua kejadah assignmnet aku x sentuh!..
pergh!!!...bersengkang mata nak baca 2 chapter anatomy..endocrine system and special senses..

haa..lagi satu..mak aku tulis pasal aku..masa kecik sampai la besar...*pdahal xla besar pon..kecik je..comel2 gitu..haha...perasan gile..xlah..x comel...sedih kot surat tu!!!!...huhuhuh..
mcam masa spm..mak aku ade bg surat jugak...dia letak dalam kotak almond london yg dia post kat aku...fuh..gila sedih la...aku siap tampal kat locker lagi :P
hahahaha...


ok..finish bout that...
semalam kitorang tgok cadaver!!!!!!!!!....
hehehehe...best gila!!!..
bg korang yang tak tau what is cadaver..cadaver is actually a dead body that is use for medical research..
cewah..*ayat wiki..haha..

tapi betullah..macam belajar depan real zombies..wooo~~..seram tak??.=p
hahaha...our college have about 10 cadavers..imported from Philipine..hehehe..
smua laki cadaver tu...jeng jeng jeng..*gila melampau aku ni effect
memula tengok from outside of the lab...anker gila!!!!!!!!!!!...
tgok ade 2 dead bodies...on tables..pergh!!...dah la kaki dia kaku jer...mcam orang mati la..nama pon cadaver...

then masa we got the change to enter the lab..ya Allah...bau dia!!!..
erk~~~....
macam bau ciku basi..campur bau cheese basi...macam bau ala2 cheese cake secret resepie..tapi lagi masam gila!!...SERIUS LEPAS NI XMAU CHEESE CAKE DAH..hahaha

tgok muka dia...dah kene tutup dengan gumpalan kain la pulak..
nasib baik!!...kalau tak..serius tak tido malam aku!!...*kidding...xkan la doctor macam ni pulak..cuak2..*gaya macho*..ehem2..hahaha..

one cadaver otak dia dah pecah..n keluar some sort of yellowish liquid...
kepala dia dah kene gergaji..before that diorang siat kepala dia dulu...
ade rambut2 kat atas meja tu...ngaa~~..

one more diorang kluarkan successfully...
lawa gila!!..otak tu...
as we now learning on the nervous system..for the next our lab test..so, our lecturer explained regarding the brain..using the brain of the cadaver!!...
baru kluar tu!!...masa dia hold the brain..formaldehyde tu berjijis2 jatuh..macam kluarkan kain pada dalam air..macam tu lah...dia alas bekas lah masa exlain..otak tu dah warna kuning coklat2 dah...
itam2 skit..sebab cadaver tu dah lama dah simpan..
fuh!!...

then masa balik rumah...aku terus gantung kemeja dalam almari..
macam biasa..apa aku selalu buat...
then masa malam...saja check pasal cadaver kat internet...*orang rajin biasa la kan..poyo..haha
no la..aku saje nak tgok cadaver kat google..then..menyesal!!!!!!!!!..ahahaha..diorang tunjuk gambar seram2...nga~..then kawan aku tiba tnye kat fb...
zai!! baju kau ade bau formaldehyde tak??...
ya Allah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........baju aku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....siap hanger lagi dalam almari~~~...............
ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....kelam kabut bawak kluar...then...aku cium one by one baju aku yang ade dlam that alamari..macam anjing pengesan dah!!!...hahaha...

then aku basuh smua baju yang tergantung dalam almari~...
haha..rajin tak aku?? =)

good loser or bad winner

salam..

Tuesday is getting closer and closer..
now i am preparing for my Ireland placement interview..
it was very huge for me..
it been my dream for years..and now..there is one more step for me to go to Ireland..
insyaAllah..

I will strive my best for this one...
as my friends also..

a man gotta do what a man can do ryte?.. :)

i know its important, even essential for me..but it ain't all there is..
i need to keep going..no matter what happen..

good loser or bad winner zaiasraf??..
yeah..firstly..i agreed that i got many information
and firsly i was like..argh xnak bgtau orang la..
dah la kuota sikit..
at last..i looked at my friends..all of them wanna share something..
for the kuota..i think..maybe its our "rezeki"..
so all in all..aku share what i got to my friends :)

Allah tahu apa yang terbaik buat kita..
our efforts and our dreams..mak selalu ckap..
insyaAllah..

As old saying goes " if you dont know where you're going, any road will take you there"

like playing the piano,
it need practice,
practice need time..
but practice make perfect..

so,
altough we still got class on our interview..
2 tests on our week on interview..
*dah la chapter panjang..
lab test also 2 topics..remeber all the bones and muscles!!!..
1 anatomy's assignment to submit..
1 tutor to get done..

so, people..let's get busy!!..

Why Doctor?....

medicine not require ur intelligent but it requires ur effort

and nobody is born to be a doctor but u are create to b one...

if u think medic is for fun..u r wrong

if u think medic is for money...u r wrong

but the truth

medic means no life

but study+ibadat sepnjng hayat

1 day plez dun say

"why i chose medic?"

coz i did bro:)

be hepy becoz we are chosen^_^

 

Salam

 

huhu...after i got this comment at one of my post before...and trully i felt i was like..."makan dalam"!

seriusly...i was thinking about it before...

"alamak ai...apehal la aku amik medic"

with every week anatomy test..every 2 weeks lab test...

that was not included another tests..

 

and also...

we are preparing for the Ireland interview..

with slight problems it may ruins everything...

thanks bro...from Aussie i think that guy/girl..n senior i think..

Thanks!...

 

erm...

but...suddently..i do realize that...

whoa!!...i was born to be a doctor..ALHAMDULILLAH..

Thanks mak...thanks abah..for the support..

 

walaupun tak dapat ikut g ur vocation..

doakan i will pay for my sacrification..

InsyaAllah...

 n thanks kawan2..^^

 

orait...

i do believe that...

medicine is like playing a piano..

no no..its more...

it need practice..

and practice need time...

and practice makes perfect..

 

gogogo all.!!

 

belajar itu ibadah..

dan belajarlah kerana Allah =)

Mengikutkan Kata Apa

Salam...

kenapa ek..kadang-kadang kita rasa mcam...
life ni...mcam incomplete?..
ade something macam tak kene sejak kebelakangan ni..
mesti ade yang aku dah buat salah ni..
haisy..xbest la macam ni....

semalam...pening..little dizzy sket..
maybe coz too exhausted..
nak muntah pun susah...
so, hilang mood study..*alasan =p

kiasan hidup...
ibarat roda...
terkadang di atas,
di bawah...
di atas semula...lalala..

biasa la tu kan?..
kadang-kadang tu...
bila life is getting miserable...
lepas tu ade je orang yang nak kene lempang...
memang makin hot la jadinya kan...tapi aku x la hot..haha..
i mean..panas inside...luar x hot pon..x hensem..
haha...lepas tu...

pikir-pikir balik...
syarat-syarat belajar...
yang pernah aku bersumpah depan kawan-kawan...
ngan GURU UTAMA...
no gaduh-gaduh...
jangan salah guna...
but sekarang macam susah je nak kawal..
maybe sebab ibadat pun tunggang langgang kot...
haisy..
kena betulkan balik ni...tu pun part of sumpah gak...lagi besar actually...

haisy...
sekarang...anatomy...anatomy ni memang kene jadi kiasu eh???...
kene study sorang-sorang...
xpe lah..nak buat macam mana...
short notes...
semua nak kene prepare...
ok...

so, ladies and gentlemen..
let's get busy...
again..

and also...aku rasa..
aku need someone nak luahkan smua yang ada kat benak aku ni..
nak menconteng dah tak larat dah...
someone to listen..

lend me your ears..
and everyting will come clear..
hahaha...bajet gila..

xpe..
cakap ngan Allah...
coz DIA is the best listener of all..
kan?..

get a life bro ^^

Salam..

fuh..just came back from shopping..
just bought my new long sleaves shirt..as there is no such formal colour in my collection..
so, need to fine a new one for the interview...i need white :)
it seems formal ryte?...ye la tu :P

ok guys...
this next coming week seem like another hetic week..
with just a single anatomy test will ruin everything you know!!..
hahaha..
bnyak gila~~~..
skeletal and muscular system...pergh!!...

ok...
and again i have to face the  pakcik TOTORA~~~..huhuhu
tgok lagi buku tebal tu~

and there is also interview coming in another few days...
so, i have to finish the book regarding the interview..
and i need to reorganized my file..
as the file that i organized for MARA interview still tak ubah lagi~~..hahahah
malas gila aku~..=p

and also, my research...
so guys, let gets busy!!!

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..